TEARs.

Friday.

11.19 pm.

I laid myself down on my bed.

Suddenly,

my tears keep running down my face.

It's just been a long time since my last cry.

It was unpredictable.

Without any reasons.

Then,

I knew.

There's one thing...

Deep inside me...

The thing I missed the most...

Easy to be called as...

"MEMORIES"

I hope I can turn back time...

To create a SUPERDUPER WONDERFUL SWEET memories once again.

When I was a young girl,

I always thought that - it's nice to be an adult(woman).

Now,

I get it...

It's not as nice as being an INNOCENT 5-y/o little girl.

To be called 'princess'.

To do things without thinking.

What a quite long journey I've been through...

Then...

It's just like a flashback...

All my life-time memories keep on spinning inside my head...

All my happy days.

All my sad days.

All my moody days.

and...

All my love stories.

What a life.

Then,

I close my eyes.

Trying to appreciate and be grateful for all the days...

And now,

I knew...

Without the memories...

I'm breakable - without courage and determination.

p/s : THANK YOU ALLAH S.W.T for giving me such days to remember.