no words can explain.

there's no words can explain what i'm feeling right now.

i've got my semester 2 result.

heartbroken.

i ruined my last semester result.

there's no more DL.

one word : FRUSTRATION.

i'm frustrated enough.

my nightmare? came true!

even it is not worst than my yesterday nightmare...

(where i'm dreaming of getting only 1.57)

it goes just a little better...3.21.

there's no more DL!

you know what it means?

there's no more ANC!

i can stop dreaming of it!

sorry mom.

sorry dad.

sorry siblings.

i let you down.

i'm really sorry.

sorry to myself.

you the most person who feel sad and frustrated.

u have tried your best.

there's just no luck for you this time.

now...

i need a shoulder to cry on.

can you lend me your shoulder?

brief view :

GPA : 3.21

CGPA : 3.35

i'm not ashamed of it.

i got what i give.

is it not my very best?

i give my everything this time.

there's just no luck.

to say goodbye to DL this time,

and

a permanently goodbye to ANC...

is much more difficult and hard

than a heartbroken love relationship.

because...

this cause a lot of people down.

lot of heartbreak.

there's nothing more to say than,

I'M TERRIBLY SORRY.

i know i'm not a genius.

thanks to my calculus lecturer...

she said : "you will get a grade below your target."

but i prove you.

i get what i'm target. not slightly below!

i don't know how you could be a lecturer with that ego.

to my CSC159 lecturer.

i got C-.

i'm glad i'm not repeating this subject.

but...

it ruined my whole result.

thanks.

i'm not blaming u,

but u know y, right?

THANKS TO ALL MY LECTURERS!

p/s : i'm so damn FUCKING frustrated.

i hope i can fix it.